It was Friday afternoon; I was on my bed with my phone. I got a call from my sister and we got into a busy conversation. Suddenly my mind was constantly telling me these four words "Everything will be Okay". I didn't pay attention for the first few minutes later, I told my sister about this beautiful phrase which was repeating in my mind .I made an Instagram post and captioned it ' Somewhere Someone needs this', just a few minutes later I had temperature which was not controlled even after taking the medicine. My thermometer showed 103 and I could sense something is going wrong within. Not to forget, that phrase (everything will be okay) was running in my mind.
Being an extreme anxious person, I was not stressed out by the situation because I strongly believe God is good and He is good all the time. I am not saying these words on hearing but on experiencing His goodness, I’m able to testify it.
I called for an appointment with the doctor and also got tested for covid-19. This was my second time getting tested for covid, in the past I was infected with covid-19 and had a troublesome experience and only by the grace of God I made it till today.
While sitting on the chair waiting for my turn I had only peace filled all inside me there is no trace of fear or anxiety but only peace which itself is a miracle I alone can witness. My parents were worried how I will take it, if I was tested positive again. Yes, I took it all with a smile because just few hours ago God silently whispered in my ears that ‘Everything will be Okay’. I was tested positive for the second time, this was little heavy on me as I suffered extreme hair loss, chest pain and breathlessness in the past. Every time I had a little thought of what is going to happen?? I was reminded that Everything will be okay. For a person who is so worried has got an assurance that it will be fine. Can we receive anything good beyond this?
If God has not promised me that Everything will be okay I would have suffered anxiety attacks and breathlessness, but as the Bible says
He sent his word and healed me, way before the medication has started.
Today is my birthday and I have no regrets that I had to celebrate it in isolation. I am happy and grateful for another year God has granted me. My last year was terrible I lost everything Iam physically, but God paved way to HIS plans and purpose in my life. God has been faithful all my life and he made my thoughts, dreams come true. I started inspirMe blogs, my songs were released after 10 long years of wait and I’m happy and blessed to share that it is touching many lives. All my tears of pain turned into tears of joy. More than 365 days went by counting on my healing, but never did I felt alone in this battle. God has been my strength, my courage and my promise in my journey. Even till today I’m looking on to God for healing not with tears of hopelessness but with faith knowing ‘Certainly He will bring me out. I suffered suicidal tendencies and anxiety attacks, never did I dreamt that a happy girl like me will go through valley of sickness; If it was not God I would not be here taking your wishes. (Read my pervious blog to know my battle “Are you waiting for your 2020 Promise”). I don't know where this will take me but I know that Everything Will Be Okay.
Have you tested positive? Going through an unusual pain? Lost your loved one? No peace? Suffering insomnia? Battling sickness which has no cure?
Don’t worry, It was not easy for me to stay strong, stand still when I could see myself falling apart. If I could make it surely YOU can. God is not done with you yet, it can be hard and deadly but not beyond HIS intervention. Take courage and just believe Everything Will Be Okay.
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Thank you!
